The feeling of being left out because you
are different is really not a nice feeling. I have experienced this on my own
hands. It was never because anyone really was bulling me; it was more like I
was one step ahead of everyone. I have never really been a teenager, if you
know what I mean? I never needed to gossip. I never needed to look at my
clothes and worry about what other people might think of it. It just didn’t
bother me too much. I would have loved for someone to be like me and talk
intelligently. Not that I considered my class mates stupid and I as a really
clever one, but I just needed someone to talk to me about something else than
clothes, make-up and appearances. I needed a friend. One who would understand
me.
Is it a problem that haven't experienced
the teenage years as a proper teenager? I don’t think it is, because I have
learned so much from my observations those years. I have learned how not to behave.
Do you disagree? Please feel free to write a comment below.
To everyone who knows what I am on about,
I want to say it does get better. You will get friends. It just takes a little
patience..
- - Marie-Louise
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